It's been so long and yet I tend to come back to this when there are too many thoughts in my head. Right now, its my health. In 2019 I was doing yoga daily weighed 175 and working nearly every day. Welcome to 2024 I'm 60 pounds heavier, a stay-at-home mom who's heart beats too fast. Inappropriate sinus tachycardia is what the cardiologist called it. I call it a speed bump in my life. Do I heed the call of the speed bump to slow down yep sure did which is how I am now in the mess I find myself in. 

 This week has been starting over week, I do that every couple of months, like most overweight people I want to believe. I hate the thoughts that I am alone in not having my life together. I've eaten healthier than I have in a long time, walked more than I have in months and added yoga back into my life. Every night is a reminder of how much I have forgotten myself, to get my license, to be a good worker bee, to run the homestead, to do everything and anything I can do besides carve out a little time to do something good for me and my body. Perhaps it became another chore to add to my list. How odd to think of yourself as just another chore. 

 

  Here we are starting over one more time again. This time I feel like I really have to make the changes and stick with them, I am not getting any younger and my body hates me almost as much as I dislike it. Wish me luck and strength and all the good vibes, please! 

  This I hope is the first of many pages I write about my quest for health but also I really want to teach others and to talk about homesteading and being a mom and Nana. I want to talk about Magick and the way homesteading brings me closer to the divine and to share little nuggets so that maybe the baby witches out there who happen upon me can learn from an old almost Crone. Love and Light yall !